"Saya Dituduh Menghisap Kemaluan Pengurus..." - Sarah Hildebrand Buka Balik Punca Putus Cinta, Dakwa Diri Dihina, Dibuli & Dicurangi!

Jelas Sarah, sepanjang lima tahun dia memendam rasa apabila sering dibuli dan dihina.

"Saya sering melakukan perkara yang tidak patut. Banyak kali teman rapat saya meminta saya meninggalkan dia, saya selalu memberikan alasan sebab saya mahu jadi optimistik.

"Sepanjang perhubungan, saya sering dihina dan dibuli. Tidak wujud komunikasi apabila berbicara tentang masa depan bersama. Sudah tentu ada niat tetapi dia sering melencongkan topik tersebut. Saya penat!

"Saya sering dituduh curang kerana katanya 'saya ada potensi' (berbuat sedemikian), tetapi pada suatu hari Allah maha adil, bekas kekasih saya mengaku dia berlaku curang dengan seorang gadis lain.

"Namun, saya masih cuba untuk memperbaikinya (sebab saya bodoh!).

"Saya ingatkan saya boleh melupakannya dan hubungan kami kembali jernih tetapi gagal. Saya dihantui dengan sikapnya.

"Jadi, bayangkanlah sendiri selama tempoh lima tahun saya dilukai berulang kali semestinya seseorang itu akan putus asa dalam perhubungan yang sudah dibina," dedah Sarah menerusi akaun Instagramnya semalam.

Disebabkan itu kata Sarah dia mengambil keputusan untuk fokus pada karier dan mencari peluang untuk mengembangkan bakatnya.

Pintu rezekinya terbuka luas, karakter Nadine dalam drama bersiri Pujaan Hati Kanda mencuri hati peminat.

"Namun, saya dituduh pula mahukan populariti dan dituduh menghisap kemaluan pengurus saya. Maaf saya bukannya perempuan jalang!

"Saya akan pastikan setiap wang yang diterima datang daripada sumber yang halal kerana saya menjaga ibu saya dan takkan biarkan rezeki itu datang daripada duit haram.

"Itu sudah melampau dan saya sudah penat. Kali terakhir kami bertengkar sehinggalah dia suruh saya berambus, dan itulah yang saya lakukan!" tambahnya.

Pendedahan Sarah itu dengan niat yang murni untuk memberikan pengajaran kepada orang ramai agar belajar daripada kesilapannya.

Kata Sarah, tidak salah untuk meninggalkan sesuatu perkara seandainya hati tidak tenang.

"Kalau seseorang tidak membuatkan kamu gembira, tinggalkan dia.

"Anda tidak perlu memberikan apa-apa alasan melainkan sayangi diri sendiri terlebih dahulu," ujar Sarah lagi.

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Confession: The real reason I broke up with my ex. I put up with alot of unnecessary crap. When my friends asked me to leave, I kept making excuses for my ex because I wanted to be optimistic and hopeful. Throughout that relationship, I've been insulted, pushed around and bullied to be exact. There was no communication whatsoever when it came down to a future. Of course there was the intention, but he would always deflect the topic. It was tiring. I was accused of being a cheater because "I had the potential", but one fine day, because Allah is fair, my ex confessed of cheating on me with another girl. Yet, I still tried to make it work, because I was an idiot. I thought I could just get over it and everything would be okay. Nope, couldn't get over it. It haunted my thoughts. You could imagine after being hurt over and over again for almost 5 years, one would get tired of the relationship. That's what happened. I had slowly started to slip away. Stopped hanging out, stopped being in the picture, started focusing on my self and my job. Alhamdulillah after so much hard work, my name became known because of Nadine, a character I had played in a TV Drama. Then, I was accused of wanting popularity. I was accused of sucking my managers dick. Sorry, I'm not a whore. I make sure the money I earn is Halal. I make sure my work is pure and Halal. I'm not only feeding myself but I'm taking care of a single mother, my mother. I would not ever want to make dirty income. That's when I drew the line. I had enough. The last ever fight we had he told me to "F" off. That's what I did. Best decision ever. I wish I called it off much sooner but everything happens for a reason. We grow through what we go through. I'm telling you this with good intentions, hoping that maybe you would learn from my mistakes, or maybe you're hurting and going through what I had been through. I want you to know that you're not alone. It's okay to leave if you're not happy. If someone is not making you happy or making you feel less than, just leave. You don't have to make excuses for people. You need to love yourself before you can love anyone else. May Allah forgive and protect us. ?

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Biarpun Sarah tidak menyebutkan sebarang nama, ramai pihak terutamanya netizen yang mengandaikan individu yang dimaksudkan adalah pengacara dan pelakon kacak Nabil Mahir.

Pada Februari lalu, Sarah dan Nabil membuat pengumuman putus cinta selepas lima tahun bersama.