Hiburan
"Kadang-Kadang terfikir Nak Buat Benda Yang Saya Sudah Biasa Dahulu, tapi..." - Farah Asyikin
Penyanyi Farah Asyikin berkongsi kisah kehidupan berserta beberapa mesej keagaaman.
Perkongsian itu dibuat menerusi sebuah entri di akaun Instagram miliknya.
Menurut Farah, dia bersyukur dengan kehidupan berumah tangga dan tidak pernah menyangka dia akan menjadi seorang suri rumah sepenuh masa.
"Saya telah ditakdirkan untuk menjadi seorang isteri, ibu dan suri rumah, ini bukan yang saya mahukan dahulu.
"Tetapi, selepas saya mengubah hala tuju hidup saya, saya berasa sangat bersyukur dan gembira dengan kehidupan sebegini.
"Kadang-kadang saya terfikir nak buat perkara lama yang sudah biasa dilakukan dahulu, tetapi hati tak pernah membenarkannya.
"My concience will always tell me, "you can't do this anymore!" or "stop it!" tulisnya.
Our stories are different than one another. Never compare ourselves with others when we can happily be ourselves and create our own success story in our own ways. I feel like I am destined to be a wife, a mother and a homemaker. The opposite of what I wanted to be before. I never believed I was just gonna stay home. Allah has blessed me with so many things throughout my life. Bad and good. I've tasted it all. And when I was manuevered to change my whole concept of "HIDUP", I became conscious of what religion was all about and wanting to understand my Creator SWT, that led me to falling for His Messenger SAW. My priorities completely changed. When I try once in a while to "balance" life out, perhaps visit my past once in awhile, the heart wont allow it. Or maybe try to distract myself from reality by doing things I used to embrace, My concience will always tell me : "Hey that's sinful!", "That's wrong!", "You can't do this anymore!" or "Stop it! This will only decrease your Iman and mess up your ibadah!" . Allah blessed me with a son who is so in love with me that a time away from each other will be a torment. Having only one child is a one chance to prove myself as a mother. A good mother. To work hard with lots of du'a that he'll be my Firdausy. Ameeen. Allah then sent me a husband, who was married for only 4 years and lost his wife 20 years ago, and decided to marry again when he met me 2 years ago. So can you imagine - he's finally a husband again and I finally found my knight in shining armor after my past heartaches - My husband is a handsome 53 & I'm a simple 39. I want to spend as much time as possible with the man I love. Tests in our lives already taking so much of our time and they can exhaust you. So whatever time we have left should be cherished and valued. Other things don't matter to me as much - Things I loved. I feel I should focus and do what makes my husband and child happy. One of the major things that make them happy - Giving them my time and attention. InshaaAllah. That's what I am here for and I am happy to give it all. ❤️
Dalam pada itu, Farah turut menyatakan dia akan sentiasa fokus untuk membahagiakan suami dan anak tercinta.
Farah mulai aktif di industri hiburan tempatan pada tahun 1999 dan pernah dikenali sebagai penyanyi lagu bergenre pop, R&B dan Pop Rock.
